not yet done with school

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night before im done with school for a long time or maybe forever. obligatory post 

wanted to write this for a long time but i really am not great at regularly updating things (like the communal shit log) because two weeks ago i deleted instagram after a call with annabelle and wanted to talk about that but now all those thoughts have been diluted to oblivion. one thing that Has happened is obsessive webtoon reading but maybe that's a bit better? it is kind of crazy how much of a chokehold scroll-type social media had on me. when siwei said just use it on your computer all the excuses i told myself evaporated. it really is that easy.

i can hear mom's snores through the bathroom door and i should be sleeping too. packing and moving out is so hectic and stressful and it feels like i havent even made a dent. more on this later, wish i could be more dolled up for grad. maybe i'll skip tomorrow morning. it hit a bit that i'll be leaving this place. and i really hope i can be back soon. in fact, i'm counting on it. but i'll have to start working on it (more) too. 

also caught a starling last week. having thoughts about that. talk to you soon

good night moon

p.s. i'm more comfortable calling myself an artist now.