1834 june 09 2026 on the car to midway and while im not saying goodbye to chicago, it's still daunting. i feel like with this trip back home, i'm ending my academic career for good and it's all i've ever really known to do. school is such a unique time and while i'm ready to move on from grades and such, i will really miss the environment of academia (as a student). big thing i was thinking of while waiting to walk was that all my uni privileges were getting taken away. a bit scary to not know what job i can or will land. regretting not using more career advancement? and also never checking a book out the reg.. oops.. or any library, for that matter..
redownloaded instagram the past few days to follow people and to catch up with messages and found it is still easy to get sucked into scrolling. i don't think my screen time has gone down and if it did it was because i was so busy with moveout. we will have to see.
what is the perfect way to part with a place? i saw so many people before i left and while im glad, i am now thinking that i didn't get much time to myself to make peace and wander through the place i've spent the past five years. i might've liked that. felt real rushed, real hectic, but maybe leaving is just hard like that.
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